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We heal and release negative patterns and old programs that no longer serve us by working on core soul issues. We ask the higher self to speak its truth from a place of unconditional love by going within to be a witness. By doing this we empower ourselves to reweave the grid of our karmic vibrations and energetic circles of life.
(Warning, read the rest of this post at your own risk! It may not all be pleasant so I inspire you to ground and protect yourself before going any further and take it in as enlightenment purposes only.)

I have never danced so hard in my life. Both my feet are sore, my legs hurt and my body aches all over, but I can’t tell you how good it feels to play full out and put my all into the retreat.
I am so deeply grateful and honored as I just had the pleasure to dance with and spend the last 8 Days at a Kundalini Dance Awakening Retreat with 17 divinely beautiful women, all consciously dancing their hearts out, alchemizing mother earth energy and father sun source energy, ecstatically activating their chakra systems to raise their own vibration and the collective vibration on this planet.
These women were all beautiful from day one, but by day eight they were all glowing with so much more unconditional love and light in their hearts. This presence created deep connections and affinity for each other, together building trust in them selves and with the divine feminine and the divine masculine, and healing sisterhood wounds and growing together.
There was massive appreciation from all the beautiful women to me for holding the masculine presence on the dance floor with compassion and unconditional love for all of them. I saw the divine in each and every one of these beauties and honored them as that. They all loved me for it, for my own authenticity and my courage, as I was the only male that was present and I was able to relax into my inner femininity and let go. As the divine masculine, I committed myself to personal growth, to work on myself in any situation right along side of them.
To all the men out there
I just want to let you know “Man to Man” that I witnessed a deep sad longing in the hearts of these women for the men in their lives to step it up, to have passion for personal self growth. They had a yearning for their men to come from a place of compassion and unconditional love and to have a mission in life that serves the greater good of all.
I have seen their pain and sad heart longing for the man to be there for them to catch up and lead by example in life, centered, grounded, balanced and present as the divine masculine in harmony with and with a huge affinity for the divine feminine.
I want to tell all men that if you’re coming from the right place you can grow anywhere, anytime, anyplace, always.
To show up as a man is the least you can do to hold space for her and support her to let go into trust. After all, femininity has been suppressed for thousands of years. I think it would be safe to say that all women have been raped and molested in some form if not physically then energetically. If she hasn’t been raped in this life she has in a past life and for those of you who don’t believe in past lives there is also cellular memory of these traumas engrained in our family DNA and soul lineage. Many men will see a woman walking on the street, on TV or in a magazine and energetically cord her straight in her second Chakra by in his mind striping her naked and jacking off to her; he fucks her whether she wants to or not, without her permission.
Even in relationships a woman will have sex with her man even when she doesn’t want to, she gives up her power in fear of on some level not being loved. She spreads her legs and unpassionately lets her man fuck her, and then she is hurt even more because he didn’t even notice she wasn’t into it at the moment or worse, he didn’t care. Mainly this man is not present. If he was he would realize it was no better than masturbating. In fact it is way worse because he hurts her directly that way.
Lets face it, women have been raped, pillaged and killed by men for thousands of years just for being women. All throughout history women have been misused, abused, mistreated, misguided, manipulated, misled and burned at the stake by men. All human beings have fears and insecurities to heal and transcend and both men and women have to heal their karmic wounds together.

Kundalini Dance for Healing
This type of self healing work directly focuses on oneness vibrations, revealing how everything is unconditionally connected to you, your relationships and all other areas of your life.
Come on, guys…think about all of those challenging issues that arise when in a relationship with a women. Each partner brings a mess of baggage with deep emotional wounds and behavioral patterns. Kundalini Dance is offering a safe place to not only face even the most repressed issue, but to actively transcend and move them out of your body. Facilitating the evolvement of everyone involved, but speaking directly to my brothers…I watched the transformation of these women in such a short period of time…their inner being becoming softer, gentler, yet more empowered creative divine beauties. What’s not to love?
And they want you to hold space for that. You help speed up their process and your own. A win-win and you don’t even have to do anything but be present; they do their own inner work.
So just to finish saying my piece to men as a man that was a witness to 17 spiritual high quality beautiful women: they would all love for more men to step it up and show up to be present and hold space for them. I know this as truth because I felt it heart to heart as the only man there witnessing their growth.
I did, I do and I can’t tell you how good it feels to be appreciated for showing up as the only man. All I can say is that you were missing out on witnessing their opening and alchemizing their energies and inner blossoming, all their letting go and setting free to shine with light from the inside out, the transformation of the divine beauty, their crying, their smiling and laughing and their love for witnessing.
Thank You All For That!
That alone would have been worth it for me, but I got my own growth out of it as well, I got my own awakening in my own dance.
My Kundalini Dance Transformational Journey

My wife and I have been introduced to Kundalini Dance for the last 2 years now and before that I never really was into dancing, nor did I feel like I knew how to dance. But I have always loved personal growth and beautiful women so it just seemed like the place to be.
This eight day transformational Awakening workshop in Canada that I just returned from was deeply healing.
We danced, we did shamanic journeys, and we were all in intimate space, deeply connecting on the dance floor together. We were each others reflections to face and look at our inner selves through.
Some mornings we walked out to the beautiful sea to breathe the fresh air and move our energy, to alchemically activate and energize our Chakras before we went into the temple to dance. The days that we didn’t go out to the sea we still did that daily practice of alchemizing and balancing our divine energy’s before we danced and also all through out our dance as well. We started at the base Chakra and worked our way up to crown Chakra, including the thymus Chakra, focusing on one chakra each of the eight days.
It was interesting to notice the human programs and boundaries we all have at different levels. One in particular that my inner witness got to witness was that of being in a room with a lot of beautiful women, and even out of your eyes peripheral it’s really hard not to also see a room full of beautiful boobies.
Now I just want to say I love boobies but I also want to respect peoples boundaries and relationship agreements. With that said, it was interesting to notice the energy in the room and the thoughts in my head, because I know everyone else is not blinded and could see the abundant beauty that I saw. Even between the women there are still those boundaries and relationship agreements we are all conscious of respecting. I noticed how it is even more restricted on a different level for me just because I am in a man’s body.
I truly don’t think any one of the women felt violated in any way by who I am or what I did or did not do, but on a different deeper level I sensed there was a feeling of violation just because I am a man.
In this life it is my practice to love women unconditionally, so I was just present for that, for them and for myself. But in a past life it was not always as it is now.
On Solar Plexus Day in the Kundalini Dance Awakening Retreat, we all took a beautiful walk into nature, on this trail to a sweet little grove where we all did our spiritual voodoo breathing techniques. At one point I had a past life vision of me as King Of The Land and I had an abundance of concubines. I felt like I was the King that invented lust or at least made it socially and globally the norm frame of consciences within the masses.
We walked back to the temple, back on the dance floor in the middle of four beautiful altars earth, air, fire, and water. Then we paired up and witnessed each other go through a deep shamanic drum journey. My journey lead me down a path of intense shame I never got to face, feel, forgive, so I got to go through the healing process back when I was King in that past life. I felt my betrayal of all my people both the women and the men.
In my past life journey, I saw my self as a King who stole all the women from my own men. I had their mothers, sisters, daughters and wives all as my sex slaves, all mine. I owned them as my possessions and I don’t think it even registered in that life that women even had souls or I just didn’t care. But I did love them all, just like you love your clothes or your cars. If they didn’t do what the King said I just gave the order and got rid of them, I had them killed. I would never hurt them myself, so I thought. But I rapped them of their souls; I tore painful karmic energetic wounds with no consideration of others or myself at the time.
In this life I have compassion and know unconditional love and so I felt that what I was not able to feel in the evolutionary process I was at then. I surrendered to and let go of egoic attachments of pride and I felt immense pain of intense shame for what I did on so many different levels, I felt the pain of all the men and the women I betrayed in so many different ways.
I am sure I didn’t go as deep as I could have with more time because before I knew it we were lead right out of our journey back through the light with love again.
I came back out still a King but a King of service to my people, the people of humanity. I am a King of compassion and understanding. I have a lot to give back and it is my right to. I am a King of forgiveness because I have forgiven myself. I am dedicated to make right where I have done wrong in the past. I am a King of Integrity and Unconditional Love. I am not here to have power over anyone, but to be of service and to empower, to up lift and bring out the divine in you. I also have a huge affinity for the feminine, for women and the quality of relationships we have with women and women have with themselves and each other.
Blessings and thank you so much for reading, if you liked this article it would really help me if you Retweet-ed it and shared it with your friends on facebook.
Check out this video:
***Leyolah Antara, the founder of Kundalini Dance, facilitated the Awakening Retreat we just went to.
I love her, she is a pure divine radiating love based energetic being. She shares her wisdom and empowerment freely with those who wish to find true freedom. Visit Leyolah at Kundalini-Dance.com
***My long time friend Yarah is a Kundalini Dance Facilitator and is raising her energy for the highest good of all. Located right here in the States based out of Santa Cruz Ca,

Yarah and her divine sisters will go where the people want to dance and raise their vibrations! Interested? We can offer a retreat in your area, let us know where you are at. Email Yarah @ escapetheordinary22@yahoo.com or visit RisingKundaliniDance.com
Thanks unconditionally and all the best,

PS. If you would like some one on one time with me, go here:
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(Notes from my journal during “The Awakening Retreat” Day 1)

I bring in mother Earth Energy
I bring in financial abundance
I release financial blocks and limitations
I am grounded
I am in love with nature
Nature is in love with me
Thank you for loving me
I love you back
Thank you for being so beautiful
I drop down into my center
I own my personal space
I am healed by Earth Energy and I am empowered through Source Energy
I am soft free flowing and solid all at the same time within me I am balanced
I am truly loved
I am blessed by God
I honor my unique gifts
I breathe and I am calm
All the beauty in the world is a gift for me
I am truly grateful
I want to surrender all my past guilt and shame
I release and let go of all judgments
I wish to know death intimately unafraid
I wish to drown to be reborn free to flow as eternal conscious source energy
I pray for forgiveness and know there is nothing to forgive
I pray to know God intimately
I pray for strong self discipline
I pray to know and experience my personal power unwavering in my space with serenity and clarity of purpose in alignment with the greater good of all
I pray to know my purpose for the divine feminine
Thanks for reading
Blessings,

PS. Please leave your comments bellow
Hi friends,
I just wanted to write you real quick and let you know we will be
gone for a week and a half.
Leah she loves her new Big Purple Suitcase and we are both very
excited about going to Gabriola Island in BC Canada for an intensive
7 day Kundalini Dance Awakening Retreet.
Note: if you want to know more about Kundalini Dance go to my Tribe
Page http://thecompassionatesoul.com/my-tribe/
Each of the 7 days we will be doing focused dancing on each of the
7 Chakras, and deepening into our inner selves. It should be pretty
intense along with a lot of breath work,moving energy through the
body, consciously playing with Mother Earthenergy and Father Source
energy.
We work on the self healing of our emotional blocks and clearing
stuck energy. We do this so that we can continue to help people in
their own growth, since we will not share what we do not know to be
truth.
Leah and I love it, there is sick ass music and beats we get to
dance to. I am not much of a dancer or anything, but you might be
surprised how much you can get out of an experience like this. It
has been my experience with Kundalini Dance that there are a lot
of ups and downs and growth that can be achieved by this evolutionary
method of alchemical dance; you may throw up, get sick, cry, get mad,
extremely happy, sad, everything at once, release old stuck energies,
patterns and beliefs and get rid of what doesn’t serve you. When I
finish a dance session, I leave more empowered, clearer and aligned
with my highest good ready to create!
Although I do my best to not have any expectations for the event
and I am open to it unfolding in any divine way it wants, my intentions
is I am hoping to work on my own inner personal power, and any blocks
I have with being financially abundant in my life, I will be working
on my life mission and soul purpose, energetically focusing on
TheCompassionateSoul.com website and whats the best value I can
offer you through this site. I am always focusing on how to love
Leah more and bring our relationship to higher and higher states
of bliss, and I am sure that God/Universe will surprise me with what
ever I am not expecting as well.
Wail I am gone make share you check out my new Integrity Challenge
page http://thecompassionatesoul.com/integrity-challenge-to-you/
and retweet it to your followers on Twitter and share it with your
Facebook friends.
I cant wait to share with all of you about our experience when we
get back!
Blessings with love,
Jeremy Creager
PS. check out the “Just Do You” REVOLUTION and listen to the recorded
call I was on last night right here
http://instantteleseminar.com/?eventid=9481530
I am desperate and I don’t care who knows about it. It’s not a bad place to be but in fact it’s a perfect new beginning to start with.
To give up, to let go, to release and be free in the moment.
I heard this quote “The Mother of all Success is 100% Desperation” off some online training video months ago. I didn’t fully know what it meant but it did resonate with me so I typed it out real big in Word Document and then printed it. I posted it so I see it right in front of me when I am sitting at my desk every day.
I want to be as real with you as I can and don’t pretend to have all the right answers in life.
What you are about to read below is me, a desperate man coming from my heart expressing how I feel in life at least right now in the moment I was righting it. I sent it to a select few close friends and family and a few people that could be experts in the areas of my desperations. I got some really good replies; they were my own personal questions so I got back some really good personal answers.
AND thank you so much to those that did respond to me, they really mean a lot to be for all your love and support.
Blessings to you all with love and light
I was thinking that if I posted my questions here, not just in privet messages.
It could be two fold. If you want to play!
First, to those that may really relate to what I am saying and want to add, comment or ask questions you can AND you have my permission to be as DESPERATE from your heart as you want and need.
Second, for artist, teachers and healers, for those that has valuable insight and wisdom to share about these times of desperation. We would love for you to put your heart into your response not just for me but for all those that come across this post and feel like they are in the same boat in life at this particular time. And you can add value to them and their lives right here on this page.
Desperation from the bottom of my heart
How does a 29 year old man that sucks at grammar and spelling although enjoys creative writing become successful with an internet website/blog business?
How can a man that has looked at his purpose and mission in life still not know what to do in the world and not know what to offer?
How can a man that has spent most of his life wanting to help others not know how to help them or even his self sometimes?
How does a man that has so many passions in life not know what to focus his business on or about and how to make money at that?
How could a 29 year old man that has been doing personal and spiritual growth since he was 18 if not his whole life, not know what he has to offer to the world?
Why does an honest man with compassion and integrity still after 29 years on this planet struggle with financial problems in life?
Why does a man with so much information and awareness in his head have such a hard time getting it out into the world in a way others can and want to hear it, and want to pay for it as valuable life serving content?
How does a man know if he is clear on what he loves and is passionate about in life?
PS. How are you doing in your life? Hope all is well with you and your loved ones. Other then the above words my life is beautiful.
Blessings with love,
Jeremy
PS
I wanted to share what my mom rote back to me because I love her so much and I am grateful to have givin her the opportunity to share her love and wisdom with me. Thank you mom for loving me, I love you back!
Here it is;
How does ANYONE, of ANY age, achieve success in business, have clarity of their purpose, goals, passion, service, focus, priorities, and fine-tuned communication skills? Men who are much older than you often still ask those questions, sometimes their whole life through. The answers are in-part inside of you, ready and waiting for your surrender and acceptance of yourself, your limitations, and your flawless talents; and also in-part found in the world we live in (or universe). The internal and the external factors work in balance, and we either choose to work with those forces or against them, every day, every moment–and that balance changes continually.
For me, I get my comfort, clarity, and assurance for following my best path through my dependence on God. I don’t know any other way to find such answers but to seek guidance, try a path out with our best efforts, while letting go of the burdens that hold us back–which is done by relying on a higher power to handle them for us.
Keep learning, keep soul-searching, keep doing and trying your best, be teachable, adaptable, willing, and never give up. I have complete faith in you to follow your passions and find your niche successfully. Thank you for writing to me. I love your with all my heart.
~Momma
PSS
I am desperate to hear your response, please leave your comments below
I am desperate to know how I can help you in life.
I am desperate to know how you can help me in life.
I am desperate for you to Tweet this post by pressing the Retweet button.
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