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(My Journal notes that I read to both my wife and the woman I wrote about here.)

We breathed together, we dropped in together bringing Earth energy up and Source energy down… alchemizing…left eye to left eye locked loving the beauty of each others souls. I asked her, “Who Are You?” she responded as love. I honored her as that. I then held space and guided her through her layers during a thymus chakra journey.

I was caught off guard in the beginning and noticed I had to let go of the attachment of thinking she needed to go deep into some kind of intense pain like I had just done when she was holding space for my journey.

Her journey started off over all light, playful and even seductive along with some resistance to go into the journey at first, a little fear, and an energetic picture of “some mother fucker holding her back”.

As I let go of my judgment and became even more present as just the witness leading her through her own journey, to my surprise she began going deeper not into pain to work through but instead deeper into the states of bliss and ecstasy she needed to experience.

(Now as I write this, I am wondering where was the resistance coming from and why? Who was the “some mother fucker holding her back and why?)

She was (is) so beautiful and brave for how deep she went. I keep my distance holding my space as she went deeper into an ecstatic river of gold ecstasy on the floor in front of me, her body vibrating in her opening of trust and joy of her connectedness to the matrix of love and bliss. Then moving that energy of bliss of the ecstatic river of gold back up through the pathway she came from to get there, taking those energies of ecstasy back thorough her picture of “some mother fucker holding her back” and up through her fear and her resistance with this process: clearing, releasing, healing herself, becoming lighter, brighter and glowing from having a full body orgasm within her journey of the thymus chakra.

And to complete her process she needed me to stand behind her as the divine masculine, put my arms around her up by her shoulders and hold her with my love.

Damn, that was sexy and beautiful! Now that it is over I have to make sure I did not cord her. All my attraction buttons where pushed, I am even witnessing my desire of wanting her, wanting more of her divine feminine opening even still with my beautiful wife in mind and in my heart.

So I sit with that, it feels good, it feels pure. I am not attached to any outcome, and I am just noticing it as it is. I am not leaking sexual energy. I am not creating any fantasies in my head. I am still just witnessing. I see beneath the desire, there is love. I do not need anything, as I surrender I let go and I am free. Yes, she is sexy and beautiful when she moves her body. But it is not my second chakra that is affected, it is my heart chakra that appreciates the love and beauty that she is. So I honor that.

My heart also wants my wife to know that I love her and that she is also sexy and beautiful when she moves her body. And that it is the opening of the divine feminine to her love and bliss that triggers my deep desire for her.

Thank you for loving me.

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Blessings with love and light

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